smkin ari usia kte smkin mningkat. n mcm2 yg b'lgar dlm kple nieyh. sume org de cte2 sndri. impian sndri yg msing2 nk kjar. cm2 jgk aku. tp kte xleyh nk kjar hrte dnia jerk k. jgn lpe alam yg sdg mnggu kte. pjam clik pjam clik. mse trus b'jln. kdg2 aku pown mcm xcye yg skunx aku da mngkat dwse. aku da kne bne idup aku sndri n kne bljar jdik sorg yg b'tnggjwb n indpndnt. t'dtik jgk rse rndu kt mse lmpau aku. tp xsume nye. coz de yg mnykit kn ati. wat aku sdih. de yg prlu kte lpe kn n jdik kn iktibar n de yg kte kne ingt n gne dlm hdupan sharian kte. ble fkir. ble knang. ahh. 2 la cbran dlm khdupan org ckp. xde owg yg sntiase hdup dlm kindahan, k'smpurnaan, kgmbiraan. stiap org msti de mslah. n rhsie. xsume yg leyh kte kngsi kn ngn org. msti de smthinx yg akn kte smpan dlm ati nieyh. kkal xdkthui org. btul kerk brhsie nieyh xelok n mnyakitkn ati sndri?? bg aku.. ble de rhsie yg kte smpan ntuk kte sndri aku rse slmat. myb skit ckit nk smpan. tp xsume kte kne cite jgk kn. or aku nieyh mmg jnis yg ske smpan rhsie.

hurm.. mcmne ngn korg?? msti de rhsie jgk kn. n prnh x korg tbe2 rse snyi n kesorgan. rse sdih. rse mcm nk nngis. tp xde spe kt situ yg leyh wt ko illangkn sume 2. org yg ko arapkn de ngan ko xde time 2. msti hibe kn. huhuhu. kte kt dnia nieyh sume dkrniakn psgan. xkre la kwn kerk. cuple kerk. hsband n wife. or so on. but when the time has come. the time we need them. we will looked 4 them. n kdg2 time 2 jgk la diorg xde ngn kte. tme 2. kte sorg2. xde spe. rse mcm kt dnia nieyh kte sorg yg tnggal.

lg 1. ble tngok skliling. kte nmpak sume owg hapy rite. tp kte xleyh bce ati diorg yg mraung kt dlm 2. kbnyakan kte hdup bnyak b'pure2. ngn org laen n dri sndri. kdg2 kte b'pure2 coz nk jge ati org laen. biar kte yg skit. tp jgn org laen. ptut kerk sume 2. prlu kerk kte wt sume 2. huh. tpuk dde tnye slera.

aku sntiase impi kn idup aku bhgie. xde probs. xde bnde yg mnyedihkn. tp 2 sume mmg xleyh nk elak kn. da mmg qada' n qadar kte. xleyh nk wt pe da. yg kte kne wt skunx ialah b'syukur ngn pe yg ALLAH da krnia kn kt kte. ALHAMDULILLAH..