Friday, April 2

am i a stalker????


hurrrmmm..
pale otk mcm xbtul jerk 2,3 ari nieyh..
xtaw pe yg wat jiwe aku kcau sgt..
xtaw pe yg aku kne pkir n xyah pkir..
da la mnggu nieyh pack ngn test..
tp aku wat mcm xde test jerk..
rsau 2,rsau jgk..
tp ati n otk nieyh mcm ksong jerk..
aku tgk sume da pulun stdy..
aku nieyh..
ntah wat pe2..
rse dri nieyh mcm sengal ssangat..
huh..

back 2 d real story..
aku plik.. why i keep fling diz way..
why i'm stil thnking bout dat..
n why i'm stil upset..
n am i've been a STALKER????
why i'm stil cre bout wht has hppen..
why i'm stil cre bout HIM.......
knpe aku cbuk2 nk taw lg..
knpe aku ksh??
knpe stiap kli aku on9, msti wall dier yg aku checked..
OMG...
i dont want diz all..
i juz want my own life..
i dont want anybdy else..
i juz want me..
i'm not regret wit my dcssion..
i'm not turning back..
myb i got 2 much thinking..
datz why i feel like diz..
crying under the moon lite..
without no 1 knows bout it..
got a rlly bad feeling..
act juz like i'm k..
i dnt know..
dnt know how i can throw all of diz away from me..
feeling so.so.so.ngok ngek rite now..

i cant ever open my book..
start stdy..
start d rvsion..
.............................................
what i gonna do..
tmmrow got a phsycs test..
but..
i got nthing in my head..
hwaaaaaaaaaa..


ï rite now.. i juz feel like i shud go home.. n tke some rest from thnking all bout diz..
i need a hug..
i need a shoulder 2 drop my tears..
i need my friends who can comfort me..
IMY mirnadesrinanuyuisyazfara..
i'm rlly2 mish you all..
i'm not gnna b like diz if u're hre wit me now..
i'm juz 2 weak..
rlly weak..
errmmmmmmmmmmmm....




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